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It's one of those nights where:

Me: Isn't it so nice to not be feeling things for Steven anymore?
My brain: Yeah, it is. And it's good for your health. You were so depressed for a while there...
My heart: At least you were feeling something.. Now you don't feel anything, you're just a zombie who feels nothing but hurt and emptyness.
My brain: You're still breathing, you're still living, you're still healthy, you're still alive.
My heart: But what kind of life is this? It doesn't seem very quality..
My brain: Well you should be grateful.
My heart: But it still hurts.
My brain: Well it shouldn't; get over it.
My heart: But...
My brain: GET OVER IT.
My heart: You were in love with him. You can't just let him go like that...
My brain: Wanna bet?
My heart: Well I need someone. I feel so alone all of the time..
My brain: Get over it. Life sucks, deal with it.
The rest of the world: Get over it. Life sucks, deal with it.
My heart: But it doesn't have to suck....